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I stepped out for a bit to grab some food this evening. And the outside was filled with parents walking their kids in their strollers and owners walking their dogs. I wondered, just for a bit, if you take away the stroller, would it be any different than walking a dog?! Okay, that's my sensitivity-lacking, kid-fearing self. I'd take a dog over a kid anytime. Although I must check with my current PUPPY if it is okay that she shares my attention with her fellow kind.
I was talking to Jaz earlier in the day. You know, one of those conversations where none of us have anything constructive to say and we're just kinda on the line with each other muttering about the day's on-goings. I don't know if the rest of the world does it, but yeah, this is what we do.
And seeing Angel today made me happy!! She's hot (as always)!! We went back to one of our hot-boy-obsessed topics and thought of a topless theme for a party, although it's totally redundant because we have no use for it. But imagine having WESLEY MEYER, SHAUN BANNER & JASON MCGLYNN, all in the same room, TOPLESS!! The thought of it gave us orgasms. I still have that elated expression while typing this by the way.
Banner was supposed to be exempted from this exposure because photos don't do him much justice. But yeah let's be fair hey (and also due to Angel's compelling nature haha). Eye candy!! Yum!!
Banner, followed by our favourite boys, Brokeback Wes and Jase!!
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[4/28/2007 @ 4:09pm] |
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This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. At the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
Weird things about Nan:
(1) I am racist.
(2) I pee a lot. A lot. Many many times.
(3) I am not as bimbotic and intimidating as I seem.
(4) My speech is influenced by my excessive TV watching habit.
(5) I can never seem to be on time despite planning my day way ahead.
(6) I am vain enough to turn and face every kinda reflection.
I tag: Sharon, Natasha, Yvette, Xuan, Anthea & Sarah-Marie?
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| Lovey Dovey Crapology |
[4/20/2007 @ 9:35pm] |
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Everyone has issues. Love, family, relationships, turning 19. I'm rather issue-less and no, I'm not complaining.
I guess sometimes its hard to fathom that relationships don't last forever. People always leave. Misunderstandings are absolutely trivial, my dear Jaz. Communication is a wonderful thing. Emotions are just so gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I realised I've never been supportive of re-uniting couples. I mean, all throughout my Love Booth days, I never once encouraged anyone to get back into a relationship with their ex-es. I feel so anti-relationship, which I'm not, at least those lovey-dovey-pop-out-of-a-drama relationship. Maybe I'm not a very reliable Love Booth after all. Don't blame me for your lost loves, no guarantees yeah.
I keep saying anti (antahy) instead of anti (antee) and that bugs me. Oh the influence of American TV!!
Happy 19th Birthday AngelO!!
I Love You Hot Stuff!!
<3
(from our webcam days haha)
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[4/9/2007 @ 12:35pm] |
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| My New Kick Scooter |
[4/3/2007 @ 12:13pm] |
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Check out my new ride!! Well, not exactly mine. It was Serene's and she found no use for it, so now I'm using it. Not really, I'm just wheeling around the house. I actually needed it when I had to walk from the Queenstown MRT station all the way to school which took about 10 minutes. And Sheila and I used to say, "Among all the rich kids who come to school in their Chryslers and what not, with chauffeurs, we'd come in kick scooters haha." We're cool like that yeah.
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| Best Day Of My Life...in weeks. |
[3/30/2007 @ 3:05pm] |
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The layout changed because the previous one with the girl in lingerie & snapping pictures wasn't inspiring enough. I needed the change, now I have two entries in a row. Improvement. The two office girls helped me pick this one out. Jaz, you need a new, less spastic looking one too. And we can giggle more often over the phone now haha. Yeah well, that's basically what I did when I got my phone back. I called Jaz and we just kept giggling over the phone, caused by the excitement over using my oh so pretty phone haha.
I GOT MY PHONE BACK!! YAY!!
I'm not grounded anymore. I haven't been in a while, but I haven't got allowance to spend which equals to staying home. So now its self-isolation. I start school on 10th May and then I have a break from 21 June till 03 September. And then I don't know what happens from there. Looks like I can't join Jaz & Mui for the trip. I can just hope for Angel to remember my face. Oh well, I'm just glad school actually happened, if not anywhere else.
They required a passport photo for the registration and I got one there itself. And I swear, I have never seen my face look that big, ever!! Everyone knows how small my face is and to those who don't, yes it is. Every hairstylist I've been to has told me that. And this dumbass photographer made me look like I had the biggest face ever!! Even in my fattest days, I have never had my face look that big!! And no, I'm not exaggerating!!
Job hunt doesn't stop here. I am gonna have to work from mid-June till September. Jobs are terribly hard to find I must say. And the one word that I hate the most currently would have to be 'bilingual'. I mean, isn't Singapore an English speaking country?! Why do we have to know how to speak Mandarin?! (Well, that's what they mean mostly when they mention 'bilingual'.) I am probably capable of speaking better English than your average bilingual Singaporean which probably means I should have equal opportunities. Hire me!!
Cable = MTV = 8th & Ocean = Teddy John<3
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| Chocolate Rasberry Pavlova |
[3/29/2007 @ 3:58pm] |
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I can't help that my whole life revolves around food. I eat, dream, talk food. I can never contemplate between loving it and hating it because it does harm my body in some disgustingly unmentionable ways. It's a love hate relationship.
I was watching Forever Summer with Nigella Lawson and she made this absolutely delightful Chocolate Rasberry Pavlova meringue thing and mind you, I hate meringue!! You gotta love Nigella Lawson!! She makes the best desserts ever!! It's just about time that I do some grocery shopping for the ingredients required.
I am looking for a job, yet again. This is probably the 936822986445123 time I'm mentioning this. I wanna be like Lauren from The Hills and work for Teen Vogue or something haha, except that they haven't got Teen Vogue here. I think those food magazines should hire me, but I doubt there are any local ones. So for now, its just me and the meringue!
PS. And Thanks to Shal & Shal's Mommy for helping me job hunt!!
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[3/19/2007 @ 3:22pm] |
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I don't update when I have nothing to say. Nothing to rant or whine or whatsoever. Its not like I do have anything of much importance or credibility to say now, but for that friend of mine who goes to work to specially read my LJ, I shall do this. Its not such a chore, really. Oh well, at least I don't pretend for things to be such a chore when in reality, they're of some kinda enjoyment. I wonder what's the deal with that. Is it some kinda new trend that I'm not aware of?! Okay, I'm just randomly linking issues with no purpose. I am feeling anti-social and bitchy. Isolation from the rest of the world results in such disconnection.
STAY AWAY FROM ME!!
I'm done with The OC. And geez, the nostalgia made me feel all gay and emo. As much as they did screw up season 4, I'm glad I got myself to watch all of it. The recaps got me all teary. Escpecially, the bits of Ryan's earlier days with the Cohen's and the first time he saw Marissa. They shouldn't have got to ending it. I mean, they could have done something else about it. I loved watching it late at night, even though I lacked sleep and had to go to school the next morning, and Jaz would call me during every commercial break to talk about how hot Mischa Barton looked and how cute Adam Brody and Rachel Bilson were. Damn!! I miss it all!! I need a time machine!!
NAN LOVES THE OC!!
Candace Bushnell, the author of Sex And The City, says "Now, with a few years' perspective on the issue, I can safely conclude that we are single because we want to be." I don't know how much of that I want to believe. But maybe, to like probably some kinda extend, it is true. It's a rather good book, enlightening even. Brutally honest and cruelly humorous, it portrays the reality of the unsentimental dating habits of city dwellers. Geeky days have begun for me, thus the book review.
I've been living on Kaya Toast. I look like a big, fat, huge KAYA TOAST now. I can't fit into any reasonable sized clothes. So much for not caring about eating and being fat. I am fickle. I am indecisive. I need to go for runs!!
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| Carousels & Ferris Wheels & Rocking Ponys |
[3/8/2007 @ 11:40am] |
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Hi!! I am Nandha Bean. I belong to the Bean's. Everyone, meet my new family!!
Jaz: Thanks to my Nat everyone's a bean haha. Nan's black bean, you're (Sharon) happy bean, Nat's green bean, and my mum calls me red bean haha. We're one happy BEAN family!!
There's Mama Bean, Papa Bean and us, Kiddy Beans. I must say I love red bean buns!! I meant the actual red bean buns (Jazreen's yummy too, Nat would know better haha). And yes, black bean makes mean buns too!! Haha!!
An earthquake and a plane crash and I'm still stuck at home. Does the world have to end for me to be able to get out?! Not really, I just need to go to school or work for petty cash.
Nan: (wakes up to tremors)... Is the flat shaking?
Dad: Or that you're too sleepy and I'm too hungry.
Nan: Oh ok... (goes back to sleep)
Well, not being out has its advantages. I don't have to wear make-up, no sleeping with make-up on due to sheer tiresome and laziness, no waking up to smudged eye-liner, blusher stains on my pillow and the world's worst skin ever. I have too much time in my hands, I go to bed with pimple cream and find time to tone, moisturise and use my eye cream and face mask. I am taking care of my skin!! Yay!! Hopefully, I'll get rid of my chocolate chips. I painted my nails too. Yes, those small stubby things on my short and stout, teapot looking fingers. They're a dark red now and I'm proud of myself. Nandha painting nails with top and base coat?! I am V-A-I-N.
On the other hand, I am eating. I keep eating. I eat all the time. I love food. I am a glutton. And I couldn't care less about being fat!! So much for my new year resolution about wanting to lose 5kgs. I am the true blue eater!! So all of you who have 'Omg!! I am so hungry!! I keep wanting to eat!!' as your flirting strategy, screw you!!
I was reading someone's LJ and it had one of the quotes from One Tree Hill (just in case you don't already know, the BESTESTESTEST show ever). And it led me to look up OTH's quotes on IMDB and found something that meant something to me.
Lucas Scott: Ida Scott Taylor once wrote, "Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone, and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
I will miss all who are going to Thailand. All. Nan shows you all some love (rubs head on your shoulder).
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| House Arrest |
[3/2/2007 @ 9:13pm] |
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No cell phone. No laptop. No life. (desktop & home phone included)
On a brighter note, it has made the man in the house want to send me off to school asap (evil laughter). Finances say no to Perthland but yes to same, old and ugly Singapore. I apologise to those I have disappointed and have given false hope to. It's gonna take another a year or two for the family to be financially stabilised, no loans to pay off whatsoever. I just have to be patient during this period of time. Temporarily, I just have to lie low and be a good girl. And of course, I have to find something to do while the parentals spend time paying off the very unnecessary house loans. I could work, but the mother is never happy with the jobs I find. She is too much trouble sometimes, I'm gonna have to pack her off to somewhere if this persists. I wish.
Thus, I could either...
- Go for the cabin crew appointment and be rejected due to excessive ugliness.
- Get my advanced diploma back at MDIS.
- Start Uni here and hopefully get transfered elsewhere during the 2nd or 3rd year.
So much for the story of my life. Oh and I've yet again morphed for the loves of my life. Love Booth has temporarily turned into Murder Booth. My first mission is to slit Mr. Jackass in the throat and pack him off to be thrown into the Kallang River. Yes, of course I have eligible accomplices haha. And if a certain Lipgloss doesn't behave, he shall face this end as well. Oh well, I cannot be any happier than to take on my first mission (giggles). Anata Ga Inakute Samishii Yo.
I am adapting to this lifestyle, almost caveman-like. I could probably live off some ink, parchment, feather and a well-trained pigeon.
Happy 19th Birthday Mui!! Nan Loves you!!
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| The Small Black Bean |
[2/26/2007 @ 5:35pm] |
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Not all those boring and random hang-outs, but now. I have such annoying bad luck!! I am disgustingly superstitious and it beats the crap out of me. And I hate people who can't make up their minds. That includes me. Indecisiveness is such an obstacle, for me, you and everyone around us.
One moment I'm on cloud nine and the next thing I hear brings me back to ground zero. I don't understand this. I just have to keep telling myself that I'm not fat nor ugly. My confidence level needs a serious boost. I have to put myself out there, regardless of the racial factors. I do try, but when the time calls for it, I get all cynical and shy. And that's the worse combination ever!!
I am so narcissistic, man haha. Even so...
The Love Booth is love sick. I want to ride the ferris wheel. Sharon knows what else would make me happy haha =)
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I am a tad dysfunctional right now. I went from embarrassed to tired to crying to excessive grinning within four hours. I seriously have too much angst within me for a 19-year-old. Maybe like Serene said, I am suffering from depression haha. Yes, I do feel like gay-ly punching people randomly and I have started to giggle. This is devastating!! Nan giggles. I am so gay!! Eew!!
I am craving for Bar Cho Mee & Sushi (served by a hot Jap Chef) & Popiah & Otah!! I am such a glutton!! I'm not exactly hungry but hungry, actually I'm just craving. I need hawker deliveries!! Any takers?!
I feel like a Death-Eater feeding off everyone's happiness. just that I'm not as evil. Plus, I am chief for Spy Club, Love Booth, Superstar Green Bean Paste & Psychic Analogy Meets. I am deprived and lame.
I want school. I need school. I miss school.
All Smiles*
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I had dinner with Vetto & Angelo at Northern Indian on Friday & we ran into Anisha. I like Anisha!! And I like Anisha's Mom haha. Random walking in Clarke Quay & then to Indochine for drinks. And because of the band, now I'm addicted to Zombie. The Girls slept over on Saturday night. We watched The Sweetest Thing, Wicker Park, A Lot Like Love & The Devil Wears Prada. Ate lotsa chips & ice cream and drank lotsa Jolly Shandy, water & a tad bit of tequila.
CAPRICORN: The passionate Lover
Loves to bust(???). Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predicts future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports (now where's my Gemini?! No!! Eew!! I'm not very fond of Geminis yeah). Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart.
I stole this off Carol's LJ. Get your sign at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) timelesstune.
Nan's a CLEAN TEEN (not by choice).
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Mambo-ed with the Girls on Wednesday for extended birthday celebrations. "You do-wantu dance with me ah?"
Chomps with Kelly & Angel on Thursday!! Kelly is so cute I'm almost jealous haha. And her cafe place has the bestestestest desserts!!
Oh and my busted JB Trip on Friday with Angel, Jaz and Jeremy &Co.
Random meet-up with Angel on Monday in hopes of seeing My Blue Tragedy who happens to be in Bangkok.
Rain came & Rain left without me (cries out loud).
And then we went swimming at her condo on Tuesday. Goong!! ANGEL LIKES SHIN!! I'm proud of her haha.
Dinner at Billy Bombers on Wednesday with Angel & Co.
Ozzie Day with Yvette & Angel!! Yvette & I boycotted Ozzie Day by wearing black haha. Can't blame us, it's hard looking for something to wear in green/yellow or blue/red/white. I need Project Shop Cafe to call!! Lack of eye candy & money (faints & drops to the floor)!! Balcony was blah. I was disappointed. Except we didnt have enough alcohol in our drinks that we had to pretend to be drunk (Crystal Boobs) haha.
I lead a sad life. I speak Singaporean. I am a chocolate coated banana. And I have big bug eyes. My life is so tragic.
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| Nan's 19th Birthday |
[1/17/2007 @ 2:51pm] |
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| It's A Good Year |
[1/11/2007 @ 10:46pm] |
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I'm having trouble believing what Sharon told me earlier although it makes me smile. I turned purple and hot when I heard, what could be the BEST NEWS EVER!! I was speechless with Sharon, giggled with Jaz, screamed and jumped around with Angel and Serene!! That's just way too much reaction haha.
I am doing everything I can to get hold of a pair of tickets to Rain's concert except paying for them. So please call to donate to Nan's Fund!!
Nan Loves Blue
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[1/9/2007 @ 10:47pm] |
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I am watching Tatta Hitotsu No Koi & its an awesome show!!
Kamenashi Kazuya has a wierd face. If you look close enough you'll realise he looks like a lizard with big hair hahaha. Nevertheless, I think he's very pretty, he's got pretty eyes. Anyway, who gave boys the right to be pretty?!
Ok so I can either sulk and go on about my non-existent love life or enter the world of Tatta Hitotsu No Koi. And I pick the latter!!
EDIT: We hit Sentosa for an interview and the Korean tourists were totally amused with me, blame the skin colour. It was my turn to be amused when I saw Jansen haha. Omg!! I was totally in awe of his hair!! And then came Regina who claims that Fisherman looks a lot better. I shall go get myself updated on NP by the Paparazzi Queens, I mean, c'mon, the Ring Leader's like my Lover Across The Field haha. Yeah and no I'm not forgetting a certain Blue Boy. Sharon's trying to get the name so until then he'll be called the Blue Boy, makes him sound like a smurf though hahaha.
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| The New Year |
[1/1/2007 @ 8:32pm] |
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31st December 2006
- Japanese for dinner
- Mudpie for dessert
- Countdown House Party!!
2007
- Lose 5Kgs
- Make educational decisions
- Get my driving license
- Take up a new hobby/sport with MUI
- Snap pictures with Rain!!
Hello New Year!!
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